I went to library today to read books and borrowed them. Then before i go back home, i decided to walk around the causeway point. I felt hungry walking all around the mall. So i decided to eat at KFC for my dinner, but it's so crowded there. hayyz, I prefer KFC but my stomach is starving already so no choice but to go to other.. I saw this Mcdonals and forced to eat over there. Then i'm confused to what i am going to buy. I took and ate Lg-fries, regular coke and a double cheeseburger...

hmm, I'm feeling dizzy... I think i need to rest now..

1st month of blogging

It's the last day of the month of September.! It seems so fast.. I feel very tired because of our work yesterday. But i feel very happy right now blogging while listening to music.. coz nothing. haha!

Hmm, I woke up late at 11:30 am. That's why I'm fully charged now.

And what's up with my parents playing a Christmas song early in the morning while i'm still taking a good sleep on my bed? Hmm, It's soon to be Christmas day anyway.. But, still there's someone in the house sleeping.!

Oh i remember, today is the birthday of Tito Gerome! I haven't yet greeted him. OK, I'll just SMS him later... But I'm so sorry, I'm not able to buy a gift for you.. hehe.

OK, I still have to do something., I'm going to install a new game.

bye, blog later,,.

Overtime

Hayyy,.. they still don't feel sorry to me, but giving another assignment is too much! It's a part of the job, that should be done during 9:00 am- 6:00pm daily except Sundays.. They must give me some bonus! hmm, it's overtime... Now, i have to use my little left time for me to rest and to have some fun for myself doing all these damn reports!

OK, enough of this senseless thoughts, it can't help. I'll do it myself 'till my brain damaged and get crazy. Hayyy, it's too hard being in this situation.

OK, I'll blog again later... I'm must prioritize these reports.

NAPFA

National Physical Fitness Award(NAPFA) test is conducted at Toa Payoh every Wednesday. I should at least attain the NAPFA Gold or Silver award to attend automaticaly for Basic Military Training and a 2-month reduction in my NS. It's not really compulsary anyway. I was actually graded PES A during my Medical appointment last August. So I'm fit enough and deserving to take the test. Hmm, If ever i fail the test, I'm going to undergo a 4-week physical training. hayy. I better go for it. I must. It's equivalent to 3 months reduction, and i don't want to miss the opportunity lessening my sufferings here in Singapore! hehe. not really.

The NAPFA test has six challenges that must undergo to achieve either the Gold or Silver award that depends on the results.

1. 1 minute bent-knee-sit ups (with a twist)
2. Standing broad jump
3. Pull ups
4. Sit-and-reach forward
5. 10 meter shuttle run (4 sets)
6. 2.4 kilometer run-walk!!!

That's it??? hayyyzz.. I think it's gonna be a boring challenge for me. hahahahaha! LOL.! joke. BTW, the performance is being graded with respect to ages. I'm only 17 so i should get at least a D which is equivalent to:

*34-36 sit ups

*216-225 distance standing broad jump

*36-39 distance sit & reach

*3-4 pull-ups

*10.6-10.7 seconds shuttle run

*12:21-13:30(min:sec) duration for a 2.4 km run-walk

They're just an easy task, aren't they? hehe.

National Service

I've gotta go for my NS coming up soon. I'm a li'l bit excited to try new things inside there, and to enjoy the new environment. I think there's something thrilling experiences that I'm going to take up to. And that's I really want. To get myself challenged and to be proud overcoming all of those.! hehe. Can't wait!

Plus i don't want to continue anymore my current job. It's so so so hard, that i can't even think well about doing things the right way. Do you get me? It's hard mentally. Coz it's so stressful. Maybe it is not yet the time for me to get involved working with professionals. I've tried convincing my dad about it but this was his helpless response, "You're stressed??! So I can't let you study here as their studies here is stressful"(in an inappropriate manner). Sometimes i thought that they don't care for me as their son. I'm giving my BEST for them to be proud of me,. Actually, I'm trying to be a "perfect son" to them. But, they don't give and show considerations for my feelings.

I thought i can make it through. But it's a shame to me ending up quiting. Can i still carry on it 'till before my NS?

NBA LIVE 08

I'd just finished playing NBA Live 07 and i won!!! hehe. I can win in a fantasy basketball game, but a loser in reality. hahaha! joke.

Meanwhile, this latest NBA LIVE '08 has been released and it's GILBERT ARENAS on the cover. Though it's expensive, I'm still gonna buy it.! I'll start earning for it. This Installer as shown in the picture is suitable only for XBOX.. LOL. I don't have an XBOX! How i wish i could have. But, I'm going to buy the PC Game version... I'm so tired playing the previous one over and over.! Hayyzz. I want something new, something more realistic graphics... And some stunning effects, moves. hehe. I hope it's gonna be like that. So i can find it worth buying.

My Game: Basketball and Tennis

Waaahh! I'm not able to blog this past Sunday. Coz I go to Suntec alone for shopping 'til 10:30pm. I saw an arcade so i play there for 1 and a half hours that spend me $20.!But i really had fun playing the drums again as usual... I really like playing the drums. Unfortunately, I'm not gifted with talents on playing percussion. Too bad...

Last Saturday, i decided to play tennis at Republic Polytechnic but i only have one piece of tennis racket coz the other spoiled. So I've got an idea playing with Jeff and Mark which having their own tennis rackets. The problem is they don't know how to play tennis. And i can't believe it's their first time to play it. Hmm, no doubt about it. After a frustrating play, I saw these two Chinese guys playing basketball so i ask if we can join them playing and have a match(2 on 2).. We lost during the first set, but we almost win the 2nd set. This bastard security guard forfeited our game coz it's already closing time which is 10:00 pm. It's only just one basket short to win the set.! I'm so upset with that!!! I can not accept the outcome that we lost the game. They're really tall you know, about 6 feet in height. Compared to us, I'm just 5'8'' and Jeff is 5'6''. So, Hmm, not that bad. We go back late very tired and upset. My energy was thoroughly drained and my muscles were in pain. Those Chinese were really tiresome!

I'm so sleepy right now, so I'll continue blogging tomorrow. I'm going to post some play time we did tonight! hehe.. OK gudnyt... ZzzZzZzZzZz...

This past few weeks, i've been suffered settling so many paper works, reports. HAAAAYYYYY!!! NAKAKABALIW!!!!!!!!!!!!! 125 AHU reports i MUST finish and pass.. Then, they gave me a brain-whacking job, Meggaring all 125 AHUs.. I'm so afraid when it comes to electrical.! It's killing me. Actually this morning, i'm taking the meggar of the motor, and im sweating, you know. You're so mean! Ei common, I'm just a high school graduate, and finished 1 year of college(civil engineering). Don't treat me like a professional! If i act like it, OK la. I'll do it. And I'm gonna die.! hahahahaha!!!!!

The Gift

Another day again had finished. It seems that the day is so fast but the time is not... weird! ahaha! but that's what i noticed. After a tiring day, yet i still have enough energy to get around the mall(causeway point). A great idea came to my mind as i see that shop. hehe. I think that's absolutely a great idea.! But i don't have the money in hand to purchase those as a gift for someone... hmmm, i'll take them for some other day. =)

Jamming time

It's like i want to go back there at the studio! I want some more! some more! If it's just being rented for 10 cents/hour, is it possible??? ahaha!! I would definitely go and play there every Sunday..! Yesterday, after work we proceed immediately to tita joan's house to attend to her birthday special celebation.. Having many visitors and friends of them. I've met many kababayans there including marven and marshan, both half filipino with naughty kids. and some pinays.. They were playing cards, hehe. That's not what i expected. Although we have some fun playing guitar with marven, jeff and ian.. not totally coz i never played the piano. that's my primary intension there. hehe. i had some conversation with marvey, he's just 16 year old but can play drums. not so shocking but he play great. So we thought of going to a studio to play/jam the nex day which is today..hehe. I realized i need to go back because it's already 12:00 am. No more mrt so tito jerry send me back home using the van. hehe,. then we get lost! haha! tito jerry lost the right way to my house.! hahah! so we consumed one hour travelling.

We(jeff, me, marven, marshan, ian) met at Jurong East at 11:30 am to rock the stage.! haha! just jamming.. But i really missed competing with great bands in the Phils. I remember, as i go up on stage, i felt nervous and exitement simultaneously.. hay, Can't understand the feeling. That's one of my memorable experiences. Rocking on stage! hehe. with many fans down there, shouting my name? LOL.! haha! not really, but our band's name.. i don't want to tell you our band's name because it's weird.. as rhea reacts about it, "kababuyan"! literally.!hehe. but I'm not the one who proposed that name ha.! hehe.

OK, back to our jamming session..hehe. We go first to an arcade to play basketball, dance revolution, and the drums..hehe, I'm so damn frustrated playing the drums! We spend $12 consumming our time waiting for the openning of the studio which is 2:oo pm. After lunch, we stand by in front of the studio waiting for the owner to open it just for 30 mins. hehe. hayy! Finally! We immediately get a room to jam on, for $19 for one hour including two distortions.

We play some OPM(magbalik, narda, high?) and foreign(welcome to my life, wonderful tonight). After consuming one hour, we extend some 1 and a half more hours. hehe. We can't get enough.!

We spend $50 for 2 and a half hours enjoyment.! but it's OK. It worth renting the studio. We really had fun... We should go back there soon. hehe.

you got it! but, everything's fine now... hmm, when we're gonna meet? i'm just thinking.. another sunday has passed but still don't have the opportunity. must wait again for a long week. hayyyzz. it's life. i really miss "it"??? haha!

be good.

oh, trying to help? hmm, but i feel better now... Music possibly can control my emotions in life, if i need to feel good, i'll just play and hear a "cool" song then there you go! i'm back! I'm normal again,! hahaha! as if i'm back from being abnormal! hahahahahah! that's nothing to me..
I'm not that stupid to let myself be affected with those problems, frustrations i felt,. what do you think of me?
i just want to remind everyone, if you're careful enough, you shouldn't have to think something could hurt me/others. so? hmm,. OKAY? i'm sensitive..hehe.

NTU must be collapsed... as i wish.

A massive 7.9 magnitude quake hits Indonesia,.! WOW, that's high you know.. Tremors also felt across Singapore at around 7:30, coz i got home at 7:15... Then i switched on my computer for me to use it..hehe. Sorry, i'm tempted again.! damn this computer, i'll throw you la! hahah! Ok, back to my story,.. After a sudden, i felt the quake. not so sure about it,. i observe for a while, i stand to know if i'm wrong or not, or if my sight is the one trembling as of exhaustion from work.. But suddenly i feel my table swaying.. OH xhet.! I started to panic.! I took my phone, and my key to open the door to evacuate right away! hahaha.! i'm praying while going down inside the lift..hehe. maybe your laughing right now about my RXN. hahaha! Ok, i know, you did the same way too.! hahaha. LOL..! BTW, i'm all alone at my house during that horrifying moment.! And we're at level 14(highest of that block).
An hour past and i got relaxed. Then one of our neighboring block was on fire.! hahah! yah.! that's coincidence.. nothing to worry about it.. It's not yet the End of the World.. hehehe. but might be the end of NTU, so that no more work.hehehe. joke.

Miserable Life

Hayyyzz.. it's very disappointing... i'm confused. I'm facing a lot of problems now.. i don't know now what to do. i don't know who i will follow. i'm such a loser.! i feel everybody hates me..,feel carrying some responsibilities,.. why are these happening to me? am i cursed? have i done something wrong? i don't even deceive others.. or is it just my bad luck.? hayyyy.. maybe for some reasons.. but it's not acceptable!
Is there anyone also feels/felt the way i feel right now? did you overcome all of them? if so, please help me what to do... or else i'll commit SUICIDE.! hahaha! all possible solutions came to my mind, including that one..hehe.. even so! I'll not do such thing.! hahaha!!! i'd rather die suddenly than to do that.! LOL.. hehe. that's not funny, you know.. OK, enough.. I'm just being silly..hehe. just to make myself alright..
Pls, do understand me.. I know u all have tenderness in your heart. hehe. i want some sort of advise from YOU! anyone pls... TNX.

Subconscious

So..., Maybe i'm using my subconscious! hehe,..
Some signs of having or using your subconscious is that when you experience the frustration of having a conversation with someone and forgetting momentarily a fact that is very familiar to you... then after that, while your not consciously trying to recall what it was, those facts will just come out shortly.! hehe.
there's some experience of mine that i don't feel right about making a decision immediately, coz there some part of my brain still thinking in advance then, after that, then after that,. that's it! in a flash! Like an AC with 500kvolts!hehe. jokes. Then, if i'm totally convince to do such processed, sorted solutions or what to a certain problem., then i'll be confident to use/do it. hehe. Now I know what it was called..! SUBCONSCIOUS.hmmm.. OKay.. something supernatural power of using the brain huh.! hahaha!

it's Sunday again.. hayyz i have to rest today, no outings..OK!
i realized i have to start self-studying.. I'll set aside about courting, coz having in a relationship is not really my priority.. stop fooling around! i don't want to waste my time to a girl without any interest of me..! I'll just feel frustration..
All I'm gonna do from now on is to:

• try to lessen my time using the computer. or maybe I'll transfer it to another room if necessary because it's so tempting whenever i see it.
• visit and read books in the library every Sunday.
• no hang outs
• try not to text her!

OK, that's for now,. i'll continue studying..

bye.

quit!!!!!

wahhh..!! very tiring day again..! yesterday at work, we did something so horible.. that made us depressed..! it's a big mistake.! for WTH i did that?
hmmm, i don't want to work anymore.!!!!! it just make me stressed all the time.. it might damage my brain if this continues.. this coming monday,, i'll try to convince my dad not to work anymore, coz it's very tiring u know.. but im also thingking about tito gerome(boss).. he'll gonna lose a great guy like me.. hahahah.!! i still dare to say that..! hmm, ok but if i quit, jeff will quit too.. then, maybe this mark will follw too. hahaha!how will the company work now without us??? we're team.! hahahhahahah! ok enough of bragging.hehe. im just trying to make myself OK... hmmm, what will i do now?pls help me decide what to do... will i quit or not? hayyzz, it's up to me...

work and work until i ........

(sigh)hmmm, today is a very tiring day! hahah! coz we ONLY walked up through a staircase from 4th basement to level 3!!!!! there was no lift/elevator!!! carrying some not so heavy boxes containing filters.. hehe. don't mind to understand our purpose.. im so tired already..... hmm., then after that, there was a technical problem waiting for us ther at NTU.. hayyzz, so stressful.!!! that i always thought of resigning soon..! because we feel guilty about that.. and ofcourse very tiring job.. then the next day, must wake up again early about 6:45 am, then take a bath, then change clothes, then eat(i sometimes never eat when i woke up late) then take bus 903 going woodlands, then take MRT, then transfer to jurong east interchange, then take another MRT going towards Boon Lay, then take bus 179 going to my final destination of my long journey, hahah! it take about an hour ONLY.. LOL..! hahahaha! but i don't notice the time so long because i'm sleeping all the way at the MRT.hehe. . . though im not the only one.. hahahah!!! ok then go to store to meet my colleagues., then say "GooDMORNING!" "HOW ARE YOU", hahah>!! then go to NIE to start working with my partner,, no need to wait for jeff or mark..! ahaha!coz they were usually always late..hhehe. then wait until 6:00 pm to go back home and start again what i mentoned above.! hahahah.!i managed to write down all what im doing.. hahahahah!! those are my everyday routine.!!! always like this and like that!!! alamah!!! hahah!!!! im tired again posting what i'm always doing everyday..! wait!! did i already mention about sleeping after lunch.?? hahah!!! maybe there's no need for me to tell you about that coz it's just a 3-4 hour sleeping period. hahah! maybe you won't believe me,.. we are being paid not for working but for sleeping,,!! hahaha!!! ok, enough of that.. i'm sleepy again for what i just said..ok bye,, nytzz ...

ZzzZzZzZzZzZzZZzZZZzZz,..........................................

nightlife...

September 2, 2007

sunday? of course day off..! it's called rest day... nope, for us, its not.. hehe..
jeff, mark and i, the 3 of us hung out together for the first time..!, can u believe that? for 5 months, we're friends,. and that day, we finally got time to get around together.. we're becoming crazy everytym we meet..! even at work! hehe.. just can't help it.!
hmm, back to the story,.. 2:00, i went to lucky plaza as jeff told me to meet him there.. then this strange guy that jeff met at LP, hahahahh! jeff's funny.! "bro!, you just wasted your $20 for a beer.!" LOL..! now, he's pissed.. hehe. then,after that ridiculous incient, . mark just arrived.. then we planned going to an arcade.. yeah, of course we play billiard! just to make jeff calm., hehe..
at last, we felt tiredness! hahah! so we sit for awhile eating ice cream infront of PARAGON?? not so sure,.. hmm, then we thought of calling someone just to "trip".. hehe. first we call JELLO.! using jeff's handphone of course! cause i don't want to waste my load just for that.! hehe. except if it's my crush! hehe. we had fun talking with her though.. then next is NIX!!! hehe.. we played with her just for "trip" again !! hahahah! as what said earlier, we're crazy! hehe. hmm, ok, im not the worse though..
after that long rest, we tried to go to Plaza Singapura to have some li'l shopping for myself.. hehe. guess what!!! we walk through it, like a 2 kilometer distance..! then we saw a store named "Old Chang Kee" we have some break eating yellow bean and sotong (i don't know), wow, very expensive you know, if i convert that to peso, it's enough for 3 meal for the day.! hehe, ohh, i forgot, i'm not in the phils.. how stupid i am.. but still.,, im thinking how expensive it was..
hmm, inside, we look for jeans(only).. hehe 'till i find what's my type.. so i purchased it for just $60.. i think cheap.. then, we try to roam around the mall till we saw the yamaha shop.. we go inside not to buy but to play!!! heheh. i had some fun playing the piano ehile jeff do so at the guitar.. hehe..
i wish i could buy that so expensive digital piano organ.! hmm, maybe can earn for 2 working years..hehe. damn.!
OK, enough of playing!! mark! jeff! and I!!! hehe. just give thanks the shop and leave.! hehehe. but wait!, we took some picture over there, hehe. and mark's poses were funny,!! hahaha! my foolishness came out again,,! it's not yet over, we play on the escalator, haha, very funny..! then, we leave the mall already 8:00.. yeah, it's already dark.. that's what i want! NIGHT!!! with a nice sight of some glamourous lights of high buildings, malls, etc.. i just love it.. ohh, night life.....
then, we walk again until paragon to rest.. we thought of going to wisma atria to watch live band at a bar.. we were tempted to drink inside, though mark and i drink iced lemon tea only while jeff ordered coffee with beer???? i'm not sure. hehe. it costs all $20. never mind! we just received our salary a day ago.. hehe.
it's 11:00pm when we planned to go back,. so,,,hmm, we're very tired already, but we had a lot of fun though.. heheehe. it's really a wonderful night for us together...hoping it's not the last..
ok,.. im tired posting this myself..hhehe.. break tym.. bye2..

just read..hehe.tnx

Hmmm, I’m just thinking how to start blogging… because I’m still innocent when it comes to blogging! Hahaha! umm, I know! Maybe I could post a summarized crappy story about my “wasted” life here in this very stressful country, yap, it’s Singapore!. Yah! If you’re thinking the other way, you’re absolutely incorrect! I just now realized that it’s not easy to be in other country. Their culture, attitude, and way of living are so different. Back when I’m still in the Philippines, I’m free to do what I intend to do.! And there were things that I can do there that in s’pore can’t.. this(stupid) country just changed my life,. to be specific, It was my attitude that changed,. of course I must.! I mean, you know, actually it’s not my usual way of living when I was still in the Philippines.. hmm, i can really say that philippines is way way better than,, Singapore.! Then? Why? ohh I’m such a big dummy,! I chose to be a part of this hell-like country.! Hmm, not really.. ok I’ll stop,. I’m already ruining this wonderful country.. naks! Hehe.

Hmm., I really missed my friends(barkada), family, all!!! I missed my country!AHH! and i missed being in school(college)..if i could just rewind my life, i should have not leave my studies there and try to continue here.! then,,, i did'nt expect of what i came here for!, can you believe a 16 year old(yah, im still 16 when i start) working in a company as TECHNICIAN??? you know, i can not anyhow work like that without experience.. actually, this is my very first legal job! what if i tripped up the whole university i'm working at! OH no! no doubt i'll be dead!..BUT!, yeah, i'm having fun though. i have the confidence to do the job well done..hehe. ok that's enough! maybe you'll think i'm just bragging! but i'm not, OK? hehe, ok next time again.. it's tym to give myself a li'l break!!! gudnyt everyone!

singapura!

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